It's pretty high.
For a while, I've thought Alzheimer's or early dementia was setting in.
WHY?
I couldn't make decisions AT ALL.
I had no motivation-okay, I had bursts of motivation but ended up feeling the same a day later.
I was tired.
I was angry.
-And all of the above occurred while I was home with my family.
Then, I took some time off from my "real" job. And suddenly, my brain started working again-within DAYS!!!
FINALLY, I feel the relief. I'm able to enjoy my life, without the residual toxicity of work invading my every moment. But more striking to me-I'd allowed myself to develop immunity to the negative feeling.
Now my priorities are back in place and some things in my mind have shifted. I also have new options that weren't available a month ago. I'm ready to face more than I have in a long time.
So, now what? It's back to writing I go....and I'm pretty excited!!
